TRIGGER WARNING! THIS POST IS ABOUT DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, GAS LIGHTING, COERCIVE CONTROL AND FINANCIAL CONTROL. 7304 days. This is how long my marriage lasted, this is how many days I was abused for. Not a day went by without some kind of abuse being levelled at me. Be it financial, coercive, gas lighting, or violence.Continue reading “Gas Lighting and Domestic Abuse.”
Monthly Archives: September 2020
Tom – Day 6 of 7 (Part 1 )
This new dynamic has forced me to look at who I am and how I can be what Tom needs. A fighting submissive? I don’t know, we are still working out the details. Since he came into my life, mentally and emotionally, I am stronger than I have been in a long time. I findContinue reading “Tom – Day 6 of 7 (Part 1 )”
Tom – Day 5 of 7 (Part 3)
Day 5 was a huge day! The levels of frustration, the pain and pleasure, the mind fucks were off the chart that day! Tom became unstoppable, there was something different about him. He was edgier, darker. This maintenance session had changed the shape of ‘us’ and he was embracing it with arms wide open. DenyingContinue reading “Tom – Day 5 of 7 (Part 3)”
Day 5 of 7 – The Spanking Bench! (Part 2)
We hadn’t really done much in the way of maintenance spanking or punishment either for that matter, mainly due to constraints in the house, limited alone time equals limited spanking time. Tom said I’m too noisy! Hence the sound proofing for the shed and the latest addition of a spanking bench! Why we can’t justContinue reading “Day 5 of 7 – The Spanking Bench! (Part 2)”
Tom – Day 5 of 7 (Part 1)
Tom had beaten me to the sofa this morning and was sat legs spread wide, one arm stretched along the back of the sofa his other hand stroking his long thick cock slowly, his eyes dark, his mood dangerous. He filled the room with his intensity, it stirred an answering call deep inside me asContinue reading “Tom – Day 5 of 7 (Part 1)”
Tom – Day 4 of 7
Yesterday kick started a hunger deep inside me, I can feel it crawling through me, pussy throbs heavily, incessantly, not her usual mild song of ‘can we play’! This is insistent, demanding, find him, take him, feed me! It’s early, too early to wake Tom, but I don’t care. I paced at the end ofContinue reading “Tom – Day 4 of 7”
Tom – Day 3 of 7
I sat at my desk reading the computer screen, my leg hooked over the arm of the chair with my fingers lazily stroking my pussy. Technically, I wasn’t masturbating, I was soothing her. She had kicked up a fuss at something I had just read and I was putting her back to sleep! Honest! AContinue reading “Tom – Day 3 of 7”
Tom – day 2 of 7
Tom is still in full marauder mode, but he has a meeting this morning with a client so I have a reprieve. Tom in a dark suit and white shirt! YUM! Oh baby, that look on him is downright rude! I was positively panting when he came to say goodbye. He laughed and slapped myContinue reading “Tom – day 2 of 7”
3 Months Later…Day 1 of 7
Sam (I can’t keep calling him the Boy) is away on another outward bound course. Since he left yesterday evening Tom has reverted to his default setting of sex, spanking and more sex and he is positively growling! I’m not kidding! My bottom is hot and sore, pussy is throbbing her happy tune, my headContinue reading “3 Months Later…Day 1 of 7”
The Time Between (Day 5 of 9)
Days between ‘day 5 and three months later’ were spent talking, circling each other, gauging each others reactions. Curve balls thrown and caught on both sides. Learning how to be with each other in a different mind set. Everything we had followed to date was changing and morphing into a new regime for us toContinue reading “The Time Between (Day 5 of 9)”
Gemma - Journey of Self discovery 