December 2019 – Page 2 – Gemma – Journey of Self discovery

A Drunken Confession and a Surprise

I sorted the palace out, locked up and went back in the house and got dressed. I didn’t bother too much with my appearance, Graham had seen me naked anyway, and he was gay so I wasn’t going to impress him with a short skirt a low cut top and a face full of makeup!Continue reading “A Drunken Confession and a Surprise”

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Will I never learn?

Truly, I must be an exhibitionist, and a masochistic exhibitionist at that! I know what made me do it the first time, but when I flashed my nosy neighbour the second time it was entirely on purpose because I was a little bit drunk, very frustrated, feeling very naughty and I’d had a hard weekContinue reading “Will I never learn?”

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I waited two whole weeks …

I was back on track once more with my self spanking regime, I had set my tasks, I had set my punishments in case of failure and I gave myself a week to complete the 5 tasks I had set. They weren’t difficult to achieve, they weren’t lofty goals and huge aspiration mountains I neededContinue reading “I waited two whole weeks …”

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So much for never again! I need a spanking!

It took two weeks for the spanking bruises to begin to fade. It took a week for them all to come out! Every time I moved, sat, stood, turned over in bed, bent down, ran up the stairs, pulled on a pair of trousers or jeans, I got flashbacks from the Wilsons spanking! I hadContinue reading “So much for never again! I need a spanking!”

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He came, he spanked, and brought his wife!

So after the very painful spanking I received first at my own hand and then at the hands of my window cleaner Mr Wilson, I decided I should regroup and have a good think about what I was getting myself into. This was actually a step forward in common sense thinking for me, instead ofContinue reading “He came, he spanked, and brought his wife!”

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What a walloping!

Part two Mr Wilson took a seat at the kitchen table and waited as I fumbled my way through making a cup of tea for us both. He cleared his throat to get my attention. ‘I’m a bit fussy ’bout my tea Ms, do you have a teapot you can brew it in? I don’tContinue reading “What a walloping!”

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Well THAT hurt!

Part One of Two One week after my very successful, on so many levels, first self spanking, I arrived at Transgression Confession Day as it is now called, for week two of my new self discipline, self spanking regime. Now over the course of the intervening week I had done a great number of things,Continue reading “Well THAT hurt!”

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The First Time

These posts are excerpts taken from my personal journals when I first became interested in self discipline and spanking. A confession. I can’t find anyone to spank me, it’s a very difficult thing to ask for when you don’t have a partner, so I devised a way to get a spanking without having to getContinue reading “The First Time”

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Spanking confessions

#NSFW 18+ ONLY If you read further, you are acknowledging that the content in this blog is adult in nature and is expressly discussing spanking and sexual exploration. Enter at your own risk. If you are shocked by the act of spanking and sexual exploration do not read any further. Run away, scram, remain inContinue reading “Spanking confessions”