I have not seen or heard from Stuart in 3 months, Not since that night. I confess, I miss him, a lot. Just not enough to give in to his demands. I’m stubborn as all get out, and so in spite of myself I refuse to give in. It might make for a barren spankingContinue reading “Stuart Returns for his Paddle.”
Monthly Archives: January 2020
Spanking Aaron.
So after that first internet spanking with Aaron there were 3 more sessions or appointments as he liked to call them. He usually came online once a week and the discipline session would begin with him instructing me to tell him what I had been up to. Then he would follow the same pattern ofContinue reading “Spanking Aaron.”
The Internet Spanking
Do it yourself is overrated. Just sayin… So, I’m back to D I Y and quite frankly, I’m just not feeling it. Any of it. I can spank away to my hearts content but it doesn’t mean I feel it. It isn’t reaching the part of my brain that craves this, and I’m not gettingContinue reading “The Internet Spanking”
Back to Plan A.
When you are out of the usual options, do it yourself. Stuart has gone, and he said he isn’t coming back. Why? Because I’m me, that’s why. Because, after our last spanking session turned into the hottest sex session I have ever experienced, I declared it could never happen again. I said he could spankContinue reading “Back to Plan A.”
Stuart’s in Town and he brought a new Paddle!
I have officially sworn off all things spanking after the final Graham spanking. My poor bottom is still black and blue and my thighs have pinstripes courtesy of that wicked cane and we are now 4 days after the event! Okay, so it feels yummy now the pain has subsided and the throbbing has startedContinue reading “Stuart’s in Town and he brought a new Paddle!”
Graham and the Cane part 2.
continued… Graham watched as my face betrayed my thoughts, he nodded and stood up. I made to stand as well, but he said, ‘Stay where you are, I’ll be back in a few minutes.’ I sat back down and drank my tea. I assume he had called someone on the phone as I could hearContinue reading “Graham and the Cane part 2.”
Graham and the Cane
part One. After the surprise spanking and the almost very sexual experience with Stuart, I decided to err on the side of caution for a while and just be good! You would think that shouldn’t be so difficult to achieve, but honestly, trouble finds me even when I’m not looking! I think I managed toContinue reading “Graham and the Cane”
Spankings are like Buses…Better late than never!
It’s true! I can spend weeks lost in the wilderness of a spank free zone, I know I can spank myself but truthfully, the delicious crawling excitement that spirals down from my brain to my pussy on spanking day, is waning. I have no one to answer to except myself. Meh… I can think ofContinue reading “Spankings are like Buses…Better late than never!”
Stuart brought his Cane for a visit.
So, you know when you think all of your options have disappeared and you are back to the D.I.Y. position in life? Well that’s where I was. I had pretty much given up on Stuart as a viable option for spanking me. He wanted to counsel me, he was too nice a person and heContinue reading “Stuart brought his Cane for a visit.”
The Vicar came calling… with a table tennis bat!?!
WTF happened to carrying a Bible? Y’know, I’m just gonna put this out there right now. Some people take liberties when they think they have one over on you, even when they do, which he obviously did, it was always a leap of his faith if he thought he would get to see my bareContinue reading “The Vicar came calling… with a table tennis bat!?!”
Gemma - Journey of Self discovery 