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When you are out of the usual options, you must do it for yourself!
I needed a good hard spanking so I gave myself one… then another… then another
Then everybody else joined in…
Then life got really interesting…
Be yourself; Everyone else is already taken.
— Oscar Wilde.
This blog is about my journey of self discovery, post divorce, and my hedonistic tumble into self-discipline and self spanking and being spanked and disciplined! I also take a little sideways trip on occasion and become the Spanker of some very deserving bottoms. I hope you enjoy the journey with me. These stories are excerpts from my diaries and memories. All of them are name changed to protect everyone involved.
For myself, this is a journey about discovery of self beginning 10 years ago after a bitter divorce from a very bad marriage, exploring a long standing kink that had lain dormant for far too long and the experiences it brought about purely by accident rather than design. It is my personal journey, I have changed the names of others to protect their identity but the events are mainly as they happened. Please read with an open mind and heart, we are all original works of art just waiting for someone to appreciate the picture we portray. My picture is finally beginning to see the light of day. All events written here had my full co-operation and consent and were carried out in a safe, sane and consensual way. Detailed discussions between both parties took place well in advance of any spanking. Nothing was agreed until both parties were happy that what would happen was entirely within the boundaries we had set. My thoughts and feelings were written shortly after each event and in some cases I was highly charged and usually in a lot of throbbing pain but I had loved every single minute of it once the throbbing calmed down some. I decided it was way past time to put all of those experiences, thoughts and feelings in one place to share with you.
I hope you are enjoying my journey so far. I know I am…
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All written content remains the property of Gemma Strong.
© 2020 Gemma Strong All rights reserved.
Gemma - Journey of Self discovery 
I am loving your journey. A bit of a voyeur I guess I am 🙂
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Well, the thing about voyeurism is this, you get to enjoy watching safely from the sidelines but don’t receive any of the painful spankings! Depends whether you want to be spanked or not I suppose 😛 xx I have no problem with you living vicariously through me 😀 😀 😀 ♥♥
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Poem 81 today is your requested sequel. Not sure that it is as good. I have the imagery but am afraid that it did not translate well at all. Hope you enjoy 🙂
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Interesting and well written diary even though I’ve never been interested in being spanked.
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It’s an interesting journey I’ve been on, I think that makes it easier to write. Thank you very much for the lovely compliment! 🙂
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I couldn’t resist commenting. Well written!
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Thank you for the kind words! 😀 You should never feel the need to resist commenting! It is what makes blogging fun and is a necessary part of every bloggers day! Besides, I like to know what my readers think about my journey. 😛 x
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You are an original work of art, no doubt about that. The sexy spanking vignette we built out a bit in another chat. I’m going to create a digital art piece based on that scene…with you being the star of course…and having a very bottom. 😈😘
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Wow Michael, that makes me so damned hot… I can’t wait to see what your beautiful mind conjures up! 💋💦💋
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Mmm, thank you for the visual reference as well – VERY pretty 💞😘 I’m only able to create general impressions initially and fine tune over time…just to set reasonable expectations ☺️
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Haha I have no expectations about this, I thought it was time for people to see who is behind the stories they all enjoy so much. Face to a name, plus WP were bugging me about my image because it was a beautiful bottom and not a face! I put my face there to appease. 😛 xx I will say though, currently you are the only one to have noticed that my image has changed! I’m not sure what to make of that! 🤣😂😈💋
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Mmm, and such a pretty face it is 😍😘 And, all that warrior spirit and erotic mind contained within. I’m having some regret about extending control of my orgasm 😬I’m not sure what I was thinking and your writing and hot comments are torturing me! 🔥🔥🔥If you are ever feeling generous, you could grant permission. If not, I will continue to hold on until Dec 1st.☺️😘
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So sorry Michael, I adore torturing you far too much to give permission! Besides a little control now will reap such amazing benefits on Dec. 1st. 💦💦💦🍆🔥🔥 I’ll make sure of it, I promise 👄👄😈😈💦💦😈😈👄👄😘
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Mmm, you ARE a switch 😈 I was touching myself today while working on your digital art piece and thinking about other scenes I want to cast you in, the sexy comments, and your writing 🔥🔥🔥YOU have me aching and straining…dripping. 3D Gem is going to be spanked sooo good for being so damn naughty and for denying my release. 🍆🚫💦 I wonder what else I will do with her…you 😈💖☺️😘 I will be commenting on your latest (and incredibly delicious 😋) story in a few hours.
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I’m whatever my mood makes me feel I think. I don’t fit into any typical sexual preference, I have no edges so I go where my needs take me. Right now they are zeroed in on making you as stiff and horny as possible without any hope of a release in the next 16 days. If you are going to have your orgasms controlled then you really need to feel the pressure and know how hard you’ve worked, don’t you think? It’s no fun at all for me if you aren’t being tested constantly Michael! 💋😈🍆💦🚫😈💋 I love the idea that I’m responsible for making you ache and strain and drip… mmm yum. 💦 God this is making me so damned hot and horny and wet… I’m positively wriggling on my seat while I’m typing my response to you!
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I can see and feel your sexuality flowing between different spaces and color hues. And, it is so fun to imagine you getting wet and wriggling in your seat (reaching down and rubbing my straining little cock right now) and touching yourself. 🍑💧I’m usually able to cum as I wish which helps me clear my mind but you have me locked in a bit of erotic haze these days and I am thoroughly enjoying it and glad you are too, sexy Gem 😘😈💫
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Mmm… you have no idea how much this comment delights me and incites me to want to keep tormenting you …😈💦 my hand drops down between my thighs as soon as your name appears on my comments list! I just know I’m going to be wet and impossibly hot by the time I’ve read what you have to say! This erotic haze is a fabulous place to stay, especially when my mind ignites a fire my pussy can’t ignore. My fingers have rarely been so busy… 💦💦💦💋💫😈
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I seem to have a similar reaction when you have visited. And I’m so turned on right now thinking about you touching yourself…easing one, then two fingers inside your wet, sweet pussy. Or maybe the fire is more intense and demands more. 🍑🔥 My cock begins to immediately swell…quickly at my full measure and throbbing as I give it a squeeze, then another…before pulling it out and sliding my hand up and down my full shaft. This arousal is yours, you put this presence here in my hands and you command whether it is released or not. Now, it is building and building. 🍆💧💧💧 Hope your day is off to a hot start, I know mine is now 😈😘
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Jeez Michael, I almost came without touching myself when I read this, and then I slid 3 of my fingers inside my hot wet pussy and ohhhhh….. I saw stars I came so hard! but you have to keep building darling man, you know you’re still being controlled. Nothing for you until 1st December, just think how hot and creamy that first one will be when you finally get to release it for me! Makes me want to dip my fingers all over again while I think about you stroking your full shaft as you think about me. Mmmm my day just got a lot hotter!! 💋🔥🔥🔥🍆🚫🔜💧💦⚡️🌟🔥💋💋
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Here is my work in progress… I need to work on your hair, add additional people (men and women) and get you in a few more revealing poses…plus redden your sexy ass 😈🍑💥💦 Please feel free to requests any adjustments. I want my 3D Gem to resonate with you 😘💫 https://dionysianexperience.com/2019/06/27/no-content-backdated-placeholder-11-2/
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I love the expression on your face! Revenge is sweet apparently! So, suggestions, the face is slightly too long and pointed, could you make it a little more rounded please? You said you still need to work on the hair, the only thought for it would be dark brown rather than black? My breasts are at least two sizes bigger than you’ve given me I’m a 38D with beautiful large nipples but I’m happy with the shape of me otherwise. For once I have gorgeous long legs! I’m exactly 5ft, so I have often lamented the lack of my leg length! Love the shoes! Perfect!
I know, I know, I’m being picky! I love it Michael, absolutely love it! You might want to make me look a little angrier though, I fight being spanked! Always!
Honestly, I love that you are doing this for me, I feel so very fortunate and honoured that you’re prepared to take the time to create the 3D me with your art! Especially as it’s a hot spanking scene!
I almost wish I could let you off the hook while you work on this, but alas… that wouldn’t be any fun at all Michael, for me anyway… 💋💋💦🚫💦 🚫💋💋
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Your blog looks great! Thought I’d start with the very first post 🙂
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I am enjoying the ride, as always. You always paint the most vivid pictures in my mind.
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